In the song, she sings, "The love I gave was rare/but you never f---ing cared" -- later adding, "I kinda like being the only one alive/that knows exactly how you love and lie.".
"If I am going to speak from my most evolved self, I would say it was incredibly toxic," she said of her relationship with Pauly D.According to O'Day, she wasn't getting the real Pauly D when they first started dating, since they met on a reality show.When they were dating, the reality star actually told TooFab that having them meet was a "huge deal" for him and she was actually the first of his girlfriends to ever meet her.
O'Day says the chorus of the song -- in which she sings, "poor poor girl/you think you got the whole world/but he’s just giving you/the same show" -- is not only about herself and the women who warned her about dating Pauly in the first place, but also to anyone with him in the futureI think that what Pauly wants is the exact opposite of me, and if he's dating the exact opposite of me, then maybe he's found the right person
In the past, he told Page Six that his "Jersey Shore" costars were happy when they broke up -- before adding, "and so am I." He claimed to be the one who "left" her and, on his dating reality show, also denied ever cheating on her