Colton Underwood tried to suppress homosexuality by 'taking medication daily' - Page Six

During an on-camera conversation with his longtime friend Kassidy, Underwood tearfully shares that he “hit rock bottom” one night when he “took a lot of Xanax” in the hope that he would not “wake up the next morning.”.

The reality star’s suicide attempt came after his breakup with Cassie Randolph in early 2020.

Underwood is quick to clarify, however, that he is not “making excuses” for stalking and harassing Randolph after their split

Randolph has not directly addressed Underwood coming out as gay, though she did say in a YouTube video in April that her focus was “going forward” with her life

A source exclusively told Page Six on Monday that Randolph has “a lot of bad memories associated with the end of [her] relationship” with Underwood and feels she is “being roped back into all this Colton mess because of the Netflix show.”