“You guys are just standing up because you feel bad that I fell and that’s really embarrassing but thank you,†a shaken Lawrence said at the podium, before delivering her acceptance remarks.
“...They call my name and I’m elated and in shock — you kind of black out — I actually don’t remember what that moment felt like when they said my name,†she added.
Making her feel worse, said Lawrence, was watching CNN’s Anderson Cooper suggest that she faked the fall.
“It was so devastating because it was this horrific humiliation to me, that took away — I don’t know if I’ll ever have the chance to give a speech like that again,†Lawrence said.
“That didn’t like feel good for me not to have a speech.�