It was touching that she would do that, and I really loved the way the judges and everybody were cracking up about that, because I know they remember that I killed Judy Garland?
No, in fact, that was the first time — can you believe this.What a fool or a genius I am — that was the first time I'd ever told anybody about that.
Why I would blurt that out on TV, I don't know.
The first night we got drunk together and I was talking to her, this was in 1968, and she said, "Look, I'm moving to England, people are keeping drugs away from me," and she knew I was a hospital corpsman because we were talking about my time in the war?
Because when I gave that to her, it had the military label on it, no name, but, when she died — and I only saw this once — I was stationed in Washington, D.C., and the newspaper I saw had a piece that said that by the bedside was found a military-grade prescription of Seconal.
I don't want to be judged by people.That made me feel a little better, but people don't know about that time.
It's weird, I don't think drag queens impersonate, I actually think they channel some of these people they're portraying or being.As gay people, that pain that we all have in us, we all have pain, I think that's what the drag queens are doing.
I don't want to get all maudlin, and I do think it's funny now how I [revealed] it, so, let me lighten the mood: We're making jokes about Lincoln, so why can't we make a joke about Judy Garland.
That was my first time in drag.